From this tour, Mother proved me that we are only the channel.
It doesn't matter what condition we are , how imbalanced we are.
As long as we have that desire... that pure desire. Then rest of everything, Mother takes over.
1)
The first program that we had in the hotel. without any meeting, all the yogis who participated spontaneously went to their own position when the program started. One brother and me stayed outside at the reception desk to receive seekers who came late. For a moment, I was telling Mother. when yogis started to give self-realization, please lead me in and allow me be one channel of Yours.
When they stated to give SR, a new seeker who came late gave me the chance to enter into with him. I was so happy and stood back to connect to the whole. The moment I put the attention on the sahasrara, wow.... the kudalini raised up immediately, I was showering with Mother 's divine bliss. Extremely joyful. Never feel that strong cool breeze coming out of Sahasrara.
And it stayed for long as well. The first program was ended in the great dance, bhajan and bliss. How wonderful it is to be the channel. No need to do anything, just stand there, and you get all the bliss of divine.
2)
The day when we arrived in Denpasar, the thing that I was worried before joining the tour really was coming. Somehow, my body can't digest the heat easily. I get heat stroke easily. With the high temperature during the day time. Right after the havan, my whole body was burning and was extremely exhausted. didn't even have energy to sit straight for the footsoak at that night. slept with fever and uncountable diarrhea ...
The next day, with nonstop diarrhea , I decided not to join the tour and rested in the hotel whole day. While I was lying on the bed, I heard many kids voice from the window. I stood up to see out, there was a school right across from our hotel. At that moment, I prayed to Mother to give us chance to give SR to these students. Then I fell asleep. When I woke up, the sister stayed same room with me came back, and was sharing with me how wonderful they went into the school to give SR spontaneously.
Once I heard, I was surprised that the prayer was answered so fast.
Thank You Mother~! Jai Shri Mataji~!
3)
Next day, I didn't want to miss any chances to join the programs anymore, the sister tole me there will be a chance to give SR to hundred people in the park next early morning. As my condition (still with a bit diarrhea) , didn't have nice meditation in the morning. But still have strong desire to go with others to the park. When we arrived, wow... there was an event. there were so many people exercised, jogging, walking around in the park...
Once we set up the banners, not within few minutes, many seekers showed their interesting and came for their SR. They were so sincere and patient to listen to us in English even they couldn't understand completely.
Right after giving one seeker SR, without feeling my own vibration yet, he was telling " Yes~! I feel it ~! It is cool ~!"
In my heart, it was burst with joy, and realizing that, No matter what condition we are in or how imbalanced we are. No need to worry, just go ahead to be an instrument.
Mother is on our back completely, doing everything. Really, we only need to stand there... then everything is on Mother's hands. Surrounding with the joy of being Mother's instrument. no more diarrhea... only joy... full of joy....~!!
Nothing matters, really nothing matters..... even if Mother really wants me to depart from the Earth with that heat stroke,
I will surrender completely with the great joy~!
Bolo Shri Adi Shakti Mataji, Shri Nirmala Devi Ki Jai~!! Ki jai~!! Ki ~Jai~!! Jai Shri Mataji~
Thanks again to whoever join in this tour. I really had learned so much from every of you.
Look at how wonderful and deep you are, gives me the motivation to improve myself.
To meet so many sincere seekers, it touches me and pushed me need to rise higher to be better instrument of Mother to save more like them, to be better yogi like all of you to serve Mother.
Thanks to you all. Thank You, our beloved Mother.
- Winnie, Taiwan
It doesn't matter what condition we are , how imbalanced we are.
As long as we have that desire... that pure desire. Then rest of everything, Mother takes over.
1)
The first program that we had in the hotel. without any meeting, all the yogis who participated spontaneously went to their own position when the program started. One brother and me stayed outside at the reception desk to receive seekers who came late. For a moment, I was telling Mother. when yogis started to give self-realization, please lead me in and allow me be one channel of Yours.
When they stated to give SR, a new seeker who came late gave me the chance to enter into with him. I was so happy and stood back to connect to the whole. The moment I put the attention on the sahasrara, wow.... the kudalini raised up immediately, I was showering with Mother 's divine bliss. Extremely joyful. Never feel that strong cool breeze coming out of Sahasrara.
And it stayed for long as well. The first program was ended in the great dance, bhajan and bliss. How wonderful it is to be the channel. No need to do anything, just stand there, and you get all the bliss of divine.
2)
The day when we arrived in Denpasar, the thing that I was worried before joining the tour really was coming. Somehow, my body can't digest the heat easily. I get heat stroke easily. With the high temperature during the day time. Right after the havan, my whole body was burning and was extremely exhausted. didn't even have energy to sit straight for the footsoak at that night. slept with fever and uncountable diarrhea ...
The next day, with nonstop diarrhea , I decided not to join the tour and rested in the hotel whole day. While I was lying on the bed, I heard many kids voice from the window. I stood up to see out, there was a school right across from our hotel. At that moment, I prayed to Mother to give us chance to give SR to these students. Then I fell asleep. When I woke up, the sister stayed same room with me came back, and was sharing with me how wonderful they went into the school to give SR spontaneously.
Once I heard, I was surprised that the prayer was answered so fast.
Thank You Mother~! Jai Shri Mataji~!
3)
Next day, I didn't want to miss any chances to join the programs anymore, the sister tole me there will be a chance to give SR to hundred people in the park next early morning. As my condition (still with a bit diarrhea) , didn't have nice meditation in the morning. But still have strong desire to go with others to the park. When we arrived, wow... there was an event. there were so many people exercised, jogging, walking around in the park...
Once we set up the banners, not within few minutes, many seekers showed their interesting and came for their SR. They were so sincere and patient to listen to us in English even they couldn't understand completely.
Right after giving one seeker SR, without feeling my own vibration yet, he was telling " Yes~! I feel it ~! It is cool ~!"
In my heart, it was burst with joy, and realizing that, No matter what condition we are in or how imbalanced we are. No need to worry, just go ahead to be an instrument.
Mother is on our back completely, doing everything. Really, we only need to stand there... then everything is on Mother's hands. Surrounding with the joy of being Mother's instrument. no more diarrhea... only joy... full of joy....~!!
Nothing matters, really nothing matters..... even if Mother really wants me to depart from the Earth with that heat stroke,
I will surrender completely with the great joy~!
Bolo Shri Adi Shakti Mataji, Shri Nirmala Devi Ki Jai~!! Ki jai~!! Ki ~Jai~!! Jai Shri Mataji~
Thanks again to whoever join in this tour. I really had learned so much from every of you.
Look at how wonderful and deep you are, gives me the motivation to improve myself.
To meet so many sincere seekers, it touches me and pushed me need to rise higher to be better instrument of Mother to save more like them, to be better yogi like all of you to serve Mother.
Thanks to you all. Thank You, our beloved Mother.
- Winnie, Taiwan